why is it that i can find you wherever i go? can't i just be done with it? why is it that you like to make me so confused....i really just want to find someone that i can say i really get along with. one that is just like me


i want to be with people who are not me....is it all superficial? do i just want to look good in front of other people? i feel like sometimes i am those shallow people just because i only want to be with them....like they have the most fun or something....do they really? no, their world is just as filled with disappointment, and if not more so with deceit than the one that i belong to.


i feel like sometimes you are with them for the same reasons that i am looking for them, and maybe you are not as comfortable as you seem to let on all the time. but maybe that really is who you are. i think that you are a better person than her though, i really think that you need to see that...but i can't make you because you are closer to her, and because you have to see it and believe it for yourself. don't be a pushover...don't laugh like you enjoy knowing that you're a pushover. see through it all and break free.