Not my deal

you say that all i need to do is jump in. but really what needs to happen is this, i need to see the effort, without that i cannot know that you really want me, and if you don't then so be it...we are over. i told you several times what i don't like and you say o yeah, i'll change it and then you don't. sorry but your excuses suck and quite frankly i'm sick of them, i think i may just be sick of you too.