thinking today

did you think that by talking to other people in that way it would make you seem like a more attractive person? i noticed today that you have stopped doing that, and as i think more about it, you stopped doing that pretty quickly after i stopped acknowledging you. do i have that great an impact? am i supposed to be jealous of you giving more than the time of day to other people? does it not matter anymore once i stop giving you the time of day? i just don't understand that thought process.