Need to Know

it doesnt bother me that i know we are not speaking, it bothers me that i cannot know what you are thinking....

it doesnt just bother me, its driving me insane!

but i can't do anything about it because in my mind that would make me the lesser of the two and i just cannot deal with that...this whole situation i have been the lesser, and i can stand for it no more.

tomorrow i will probably wind up breaking the silence anyway because i am just a "need to know" kind of person