07 October 2009

Why?

1. are there so many things that are "known" that make me go nuts?
2. do these things make me think otherwise about you?
3. do i believe them in the first place?
4. can't i just figure you out?
5. do i care so much in the first place?
6. do i go all red and get butterflies when i had decided to just let it go?
7. did i feel like it was a sign when its turning out like this?


is it supposed to go like this? i mean, obviously because otherwise it wouldn't be happening right?


8. can't i figure out exactly what i want?
9. do i just blow you off (in my opinion)?
10. do our conversations not really flow?
11. do you smile everytime you see me? are you just being nice?
12. do i have so many questions?
13. are they all about you?
14. can't you just tell me?


i'm a kinda have to know kind of girl, i don't put up with this stuff and this feeling for very long.

1 comment:

  1. all these are completely true with me too. it's such a hard place to be in, you can't relax but you keep telling yourself you can and your mind and heart can't stop contradicting themselves. it's frustrating when you can't know EVERYTHING about a person and they keep stuff from you.

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