looking back at how i have changed these past two and a half months, i see who i was, how i have changed, and who i have become. i get all of this from looking at one simple picture. it may just be the lighting in this particular picture, but my face is literally lit up and glowing, i actually look completely carefree at this one particular moment. this picture was not supposed to be snapped, its one of those candid shots, you know the ones that just kinda get taken by mistake? well thats what this was. i look so obliviously joyous. i want to be that girl again. i want to be that smiling carefree simple girl. i miss her.
when did things get so complicated?
i dont think that any of my thought processes have changed at all, those have always been quite complicated, but my life.....has simply changed to something that i can no longer handle. i feel like i am constantly crashing, and not only that, but crashing farther and farther. there is not a platfor m with stairs leading back to the level where i previousy was located, i just keep falling...
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